If the garden
| dc.contributor.author | Eddington, Cassandra, author | |
| dc.contributor.author | Beachy-Quick, Dan, advisor | |
| dc.contributor.author | Steensen, Sasha, committee member | |
| dc.contributor.author | Moseman, Eleanor, committee member | |
| dc.date.accessioned | 2007-01-03T08:10:42Z | |
| dc.date.available | 2014-09-30T08:10:42Z | |
| dc.date.issued | 2012 | |
| dc.description.abstract | Within this manuscript, the crisis of the self's development--existentially, phenomenologically, beginning in the inner psychology of childhood--and larger societal cultural forces and narratives is constant. Like the fairy tales my manuscript is in conversation with, there is a necessary knowledge my poems wish to uncover. As foraging in the forest, this process of identification is urgent: it means death or survival. But this knowledge is not readily accessible--it must be found among the understory: language's mutation, memory's woodpile, the dark, domestic corners of memory, imagination's borders. This crisis of survival is a feminine crisis that requires an uncovering of histories that bind. And the detritus comes with a stutter; we must listen to language's mutation. We find ourselves in the darkest parts of the forest, of the self--where we must. Alongside foraging and uncovering run concerns of the self at a sprinting pace, the knowledge that to desire is to be hunted, that the erosion of the self's borders is inevitable within the erotic. And yet the desire to distinguish the self is rabid. What may be the paradoxical prayer of my poems is the desire "to disappear as deer/ to be held and not// carve a name not/ be still in scar." | |
| dc.format.medium | born digital | |
| dc.format.medium | masters theses | |
| dc.identifier | Eddington_colostate_0053N_11213.pdf | |
| dc.identifier | ETDF2012500200ENGL | |
| dc.identifier.uri | http://hdl.handle.net/10217/68012 | |
| dc.language | English | |
| dc.language.iso | eng | |
| dc.publisher | Colorado State University. Libraries | |
| dc.relation.ispartof | 2000-2019 | |
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| dc.title | If the garden | |
| dc.type | Text | |
| dcterms.embargo.expires | 2014-09-30 | |
| dcterms.embargo.terms | 2014-09-30 | |
| dcterms.rights.dpla | This Item is protected by copyright and/or related rights (https://rightsstatements.org/vocab/InC/1.0/). You are free to use this Item in any way that is permitted by the copyright and related rights legislation that applies to your use. For other uses you need to obtain permission from the rights-holder(s). | |
| thesis.degree.discipline | English | |
| thesis.degree.grantor | Colorado State University | |
| thesis.degree.level | Masters | |
| thesis.degree.name | Master of Fine Arts (M.F.A.) |
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